The Break Up

And then, it was over
The glass of coffee was left standing alone on the table
It's still half full when it turned too salty and painful
by the sudden teardrops on my shirt and the table cover

"This is funny"
"No, this is bad"
"Yes, this is bad. I'm sorry"
"It hurts. I didn't think it would hurt this much"
"I'm sorry"

To tell you the truth, I never have imagined it would hurt that much
Your sorries can not undone the choices that I made
I'm not sorry you didn't do half the decision you once declared to never do
again

Was I scared?
I tried to not think about it
I didn't want to be burdened by the thing that should be giving me freedom

Were you scared?
I tried not to think about it
Your fears are not mine,
as it should

Now then, it was over
For the last half hour you lost your smile and me my friendship
I was sad, but I am glad I took the risk to open my doors for you
And I will again as soon as these tears wash away my blue