I Accidentally Put My Foot in My Mouth on Tuesday

Extra mellow today if I may.
Started the day in an odd place and equally odd situation.
Had a long nap and woke up feeling a lil bit dazed.
Made a stupid decision of an inquiry. Quickly felt aweful afterwards.
Can't read can't write can't think.
Effortlessly feeling like crap for the rest of the afternoon.
Mentally lethargic.
He showed up, a spark of joy short-livened before returning to vegetative state of mind.
And the Cardigans kept on singing in my head...


sick, tired and homeless
with no one here to sing for
tired of being weightless
for all these looking good boys

you can always say my attic has its charm
you can always say you did no major harm
you can always say that summer had its charm
and that you did no major harm
oh, spare me if you please

sick, tired an sleepless
with no one else to shine for
sick of all my distress
but I won't show I'm still poor

you can always say my attic has its charm
you can always say you did no major harm
you can always say that summer had its charm
and that you did no major harm
oh, spare me if you please

symptoms are so deep
something here's so wrong
nothing is complete
nowhere to belong
symptoms are so deep
I think I'd better stay
here on my own
so spare me if you please =====

I have been thinking ceaselessly about the Island for a week now. Please tell me I'm not going crazy.